The Times, They Are A-Changin'....

OK, well, things HAVE to change with me right now...things at my job just keep getting worse by the day...I was told that I was almost fired...it seems like nobody wants me there anymore...a few people aren't expecting me to be coming in anymore...they seem to think I'm making mistakes on purpose...they think I'm being passive aggressive...they've accused me of not caring about the animals and putting them at risk...all of this is, of course, bullshit...I would never intentionally harm an animal...I don't even like hunting, for pete's sake! So, I was very offended when they accused me of acting like a douchebag...I'm so fed up with that place...tomorrow I have the day off...I'm gonna draw and I'm gonna look for a new job...

Going to my reunion this past weekend (which was a blast, by the way) got me thinking about my life...where I've been, where I'm at and where, if anywhere, I'm going...my life's been pretty rough the last 10 years as many of my friends know...some of you don't know all the details...

I should be drawing comics like I've always wanted to do...I don't know why I've never pursued it as adamantly as I should have...my friend Scottie sent me a link to something that I HAVE to do....that's all there is to it...so, I'm going to...starting tomorrow...I'm gonna start work on it right away...

I'm also going to work harder on my own original, personal projects...I need something to happen to me creatively...I need to make a living with art...that's really all I'm good at...I can't find my niche at nowhere, dead end jobs...

I'm creatively at a stalemate right now...also personally too...I'm just nowhere near where I thought I would be by this time...

Hopefully, at the next reunion, I won't be embarrassed to tell people what I do for a living...

I need lots of support, so be sure to keep on me about this stuff...

Responsibility Sucks...

Welp, I just got back from getting my car fixed...Over $600 later...but, at least it's over now...I can get on with finding a new job...

I'm pretty certain they're just keeping me around at work just so I do all the shitty work that no one else wants to do....I feel like they're putting me in these situations, just waiting for me to make a major screw up...they all think I'm an incompetent moron...even though I'm the most intelligent person working there...and I'm pretty sure I'm the only one who doesn't constantly smoke pot...

God, it's a horrible job...although these two new chicks started and they're both pretty cute...but, that's beside the point...

So, yeah...car is done...I can stop stressing about that...now I just gotta focus on getting a new job...

And now, the lawn needs me to go whoop it's ass...

Scrubba Dubba...

Don't mind the title...I'm just feeling kinda "ugh" today...I haven't been feeling myself lately...and work isn't helping...it seems like everyday I go to work I end up saying, "I had a bad day at work."

Today I was thrown into an argument between 2 other employees...my supervisor was one of them...and then she was pissed, so she started taking it out on me, which upset me...and then I hit my head while I was scooping poop and I got so pissed that I chucked the pooper scooper like a javelin...I threw that bad boy pretty far too...I was pretty proud...until I started bleeding from my head...so, the day was pretty much shot...

FUNNY THINGS I SAW THIS WEEK:

A 350+ pound man riding a motorcycle that was MUCH too small for him.

A Toyota pick-up that had some redneck alterations done...no doors, bungee cord keeping the tailgate up, etc.

A man getting arrested at the gas station after being pulled over...I'm pretty sure it was because he didn't have a license...it was pretty cool...I don't think I've ever seen anyone get arrested in person before....pretty neat...not sure what happened to the Budget truck he rented or the dog that was in the cab...
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I bought 300 and Hot Fuzz...anybody wanna come watch them?