OK, well, things HAVE to change with me right now...things at my job just keep getting worse by the day...I was told that I was almost fired...it seems like nobody wants me there anymore...a few people aren't expecting me to be coming in anymore...they seem to think I'm making mistakes on purpose...they think I'm being passive aggressive...they've accused me of not caring about the animals and putting them at risk...all of this is, of course, bullshit...I would never intentionally harm an animal...I don't even like hunting, for pete's sake! So, I was very offended when they accused me of acting like a douchebag...I'm so fed up with that place...tomorrow I have the day off...I'm gonna draw and I'm gonna look for a new job...
Going to my reunion this past weekend (which was a blast, by the way) got me thinking about my life...where I've been, where I'm at and where, if anywhere, I'm going...my life's been pretty rough the last 10 years as many of my friends know...some of you don't know all the details...
I should be drawing comics like I've always wanted to do...I don't know why I've never pursued it as adamantly as I should have...my friend Scottie sent me a link to something that I HAVE to do....that's all there is to it...so, I'm going to...starting tomorrow...I'm gonna start work on it right away...
I'm also going to work harder on my own original, personal projects...I need something to happen to me creatively...I need to make a living with art...that's really all I'm good at...I can't find my niche at nowhere, dead end jobs...
I'm creatively at a stalemate right now...also personally too...I'm just nowhere near where I thought I would be by this time...
Hopefully, at the next reunion, I won't be embarrassed to tell people what I do for a living...
I need lots of support, so be sure to keep on me about this stuff...
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I hope things get better for you and you find your creativity again!
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